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Yzoska's Crybaby Kitten Kombucha Orchestra

from What Do I Want Exactly? by Jacob Daniel Levesque Baird

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lyrics

I wish I wasn't used to feeling pathetic

Stomach eating me alive
Hair too long
Won't answer the phone
Weak ass door mat
Try my best to say no

I wish I wasn't used to feeling pathetic

Just stand there and smell bad
Same clothes on for three days
Same face on for three days
Because I don't see people much these days

I wish I wasn't used to feeling pathetic

Gotta mumble cause I can't rap
Gotta scream cause I can't sing
Just read off my phone, full monotone
Get meta cause it's all I know

I wish I wasn't used to feeling pathetic

Is this really music?
Sometimes I guess
Feels like I fill a lack of skill with random shit
Not really even sure if I'm proud of it
But I still tell myself "there's no rules to this"

I wish I wasn't used to feeling pathetic

Is this an inferiority complex?
Is it as bad as I think it is?
Am I a victim to my own bullshit?
Do I really not know what's going on?
Or do I say that to escape responsibilities

I wish I wasn't used to feeling pathetic

Does it make it okay to be aware that this is melodramatic?
Is it too harsh to call myself talentless?
At this point I'm confused about being confused
Or am I?
I don't know anymore

credits

from What Do I Want Exactly?, released July 16, 2018
Jacob Levesque - Vocals, Guitar, Bass Guitar, Editing, Beats
Gups - Vocals
Ludwig Dementgenstein - Electric Guitar
Nick Waller - Yells/Screams/Gibberish
Carven Chong - Guitar

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